The Silly-Theory
It's highly possible that I am ageing in reverse, Benjamin Button-style. The evidence is conclusive; when I was a kid I took everything seriously, from choosing what shirt to wear, to planning my future. Then life happened- and ever so slowly the idea that most things can't be planned or controlled has penetrated my somewhat thick skull. Sometimes I still get seduced by the joys of making a 5 year bullet point plan, before I remember from experience, that this is as effective